
Cloud Clock Love, A Two-day Durational Lab on ‘Nothing’ Siobhan Davies Studios, London, UK.
Artists Bean and Victoria Gray documented 19 hours of experiment, live to Twitter and Facebook online platforms.
Full, unedited writing by Bean. Sound recording by Bean – aplaceofaction – typing documentation
Participants/Co-creators of the lab:
James Hodgson,
Ivor Houlker,
Sophie Morgan,
Annette Fry,
Dean Soden,
Folveog Eva,
Daniel Pitt,
Qing Qi,
Melody S. Sacco,
Sally Dean,
David Tse Ka-Shing,
Solveig Eva Magnusdottir,
Sebastien Han-Walker,
Apryl Pipe,
Sim Lai,
Paul Whitlock,
David Marchant,
Hannah Lammin,
Nathan Widder,
Li-E Chen
Victoria Gray,
Bean,
John Hill,
Soren Evinson,
Tim Cullingford
and those who also took part online.
Cloud Clock Love
3-4 September 2011.
Siobhan Davies Studios, London, UK
Preperation has reached: 50
9 X Preperation ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI ANTI
Cutting + Reading
1 Ss sun opens pausing at pens pushing these flat footing.
Flat footing. Flat. Flat. 0. 0.
11.
Retrun to grey.
Air 0
Folding T-shits Unfolding cables.
Returning to 0.
Start 0.
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11 – 22 = – 22 – 33 = -55 – 44 = – 99 (almost nothing. this is not perfect, not complete, not nothing)
it is not empty enough
man with one sock up, tries to draw 0
Prep 24. Prep 40. Prep 37. (Prep 21) Prep 28. Prep 29. Prep 49. Prep 46. Prep 39.
Li E circles nothing speaking nothing tongues of nothing not nothing reels of not nothing triping not nothing stumbles not nothing sounds not nothing
left LEFT.
ADD AND +
ADD AND +
ADD AND +
Green
Blue
Red
Green
Yellow 33 wants to think.
People are choosing envelopes that match their clothes.
I don’t understand your voice or your trousers.
56 performs the experiment. 56 over Ss.
12345678910. 12345678910.12345678910. 12345678910. Bodies pressed. Ok. 12345678910. 12345678910. Ok. I don’t know either. 12345678910. 12345678910. Ok. Ok. I don’t know either. 12345678910. 12345678910.
12345678910. Ok. Ok. 12345678910. 12345678910. 12345678910. Ok. I don’t know either.
The t-shirt is too small 43.
Prep reaches 13. I must perform.
Nothing Political. Nothing Political. (with police sirens).
33 is stamping nothing political
small steps are nothing political
masking tape is nothing political
tearing tape/ folding body into 0.
0 political.
Mutterings of nothing. The only word I know.
Did you say M14?
5/6/7/8
+7 = nothing
(letting the outside in will not lead to nothing)
Prep 42. hold.
Structure of whole numbers. Structures within structures.
The structure of 3 is a collection of random numbers.
I wish I could here you.
The structure of 2 is simple whole numbers.
The structure of one is nothing.
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sound over bodies
sound divided by bodies
sound devides bodies
0 white
0 grey
0 = nothing
nothing = grey
All the bodies move super slow. The fan is violent.
Masking tape sticks to nothing of the air.
Air is nothing.
breath.
Amplified air. Amplify the nothing. take it away and there is nothing.
Prep 53. PERFORM!
| || David
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I am lost.
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1003! THIS MAN IS HERE HEAR.
I like this man and his sounds.
Back resting. Pushing to find what is nothing. To highlight the gap or the non gap to make the gap visible. To make nothing visible.
Why is a circle nothing. what is zero. Why is a circle whole. Why is complete nothing. What is empty. Is nothing everything.
Everying is going in circles and echoing of each other. Sounds circling. The body is so full.
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-7 looking
(3 HOURS = CHANGE)
“3 is a collection of random numbers.”
Ki
I always hear 33.
You must stop now When is nothing how
you must stop now can you reference
you must stop now anything
to the page
there is nothing you
can reference to
refer to structure
the structure of 3
the structure of 1.
structure within the structure
bodies on structure construct
Braille note:
Looking at each other. Looking for nothing. The act (ion) of 0
Does it always take 2?
How to dissolve
How do you make something from nothing.
How do you get from something to nothing.
(Prep 6. I am your anti-matter.)
Do less.
You are attracted to the unknown but as soon as it is known to you you are not attracted to it.
Some thing like the radio times.
Do less.
(Prep 13. Sounds like found bound grow)
take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take
take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take
take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take
take take take take take take take take take take take take take take take
walking aggressively into nothing. Turn up(s) testosterone. Shouting with marker pens.
Number 6 scares me.
Gray has one arm in the air (again) she sushes us.
turning into nothing. inside and outside.
clothed air enclosed in nothing dancing with the ether.
4 2 floor
1 tocking on the microphone
1 wait 1 point 1 voice
angular and awkward and large – forever. Take/Grow/
11 22 33 44 like big brother. Staring context. Nothing political / Everything Politcial.
Take 13. Take forever. Take time. Take my heart wondering nothing. Take bounds to grow. Take it all. Take all of this. Take soul. Take my. Take hand/foot. Take my. Take her. Take some of this. Take the outside in. Take that 1995 greatest hits.
(give give give) feet on womb throat murmers reaching to tap for something
hairy fans – staring at leafs – cabled fingers – sun lines – one line – uncrumpled
the mic stand extends her body and the music swings them on 12341223456 1234567812341223456123456781234123456234567812341234562345678123423456123456781234234561234567823412345612345678234123456123456782341234562345678234123456234567812345678123412345612342341234234 preparation has reached 34 and we are anti matter 2345623455678123423456
and I am confused.
chaos.
paired paper ripping through and on chaos.
1 2 slam 1 2 slam 1 2 slam 1 2 slam 1 2 nothing drum rolls. empty.
empty
at last
(THIS GAP IS SO BIG)
The 2nd of life
The death
The minutes
The time
Rolled up 0 t-shirt revealing gray. Gray = 0
(THIS GAP IS SO BIG)
I am the number 26: I am your anti matter. It does not matter.
0 = focus
Prep reached 28 + nothing: I have just received a silly number.
He gangles.
She unfolds and stacks the on her body, massing over grey. A massed.
They don’t want a new number.
Prep reached 37: hold on 1 second.
(clock stop cock still)
amassed over grey is pushing the excess out the window. She loves Gray. Gray has one arm in the air (again) she sushes us.
Tearing paper microphones (again) and the fan is perpetual. Perpetually fanning nothing. I think the fan is clever. She blows nothing with her legs open and rocking. Staring at 0. 0 = nothing. Her voice so small and sharp I can’t understand it. Knees together step away from the microphone. Mega.
11 22 33 44 blue circle chases pink circle in circles led by the suffocated grey.
11 22 33 44 2 arms like 2
11 22 33 44 2 flirting and talking
11 22 33 44 2 join (1 + 1 = 2)
note: this is making more not nothing
slapping patterns 360 whole turns everywhere turning nothing in something
grey (covered by 28 now) tracing steps muttering numbers in mad repetition feet leading voice/ voice leading feet. take lead into nothing. left and right/ one and two/ in every way she does this. Alone in madness. This is grey. Grey = 0.
26 but cheeks.
Screwing numbers.
Brake.
And it has changed.
she is writing on the floor – I am not writing
the structure of 3. 12345678910 12345678910 12345
(ding ding) 12345678910 OK OK I don’t know
its humid and still. pushing through this nothing.
(ding) nothing political is separation
(ding) nothing political is preparation condition
dragging numbers wrapped in clothes like a cats arse – emptiness itches.
searching for 0
thousands and thousand of bumps like molecules inside body numbers like a map inside body like mushroom touch the texture spots rough rough soft sandpaper its nice thumb me my cracks into language of some kind understanding just nice turning again again again like my mumble this repetition we’re not going anywhere going somewhere because going nowhere I like bumps bumps bumps share the bumps a tiny world of bumps single me out the bumps shaking out the numbers wrapped in clothes this bump bump of nothing talks of something maybe nothing maybe maybe papered bumps cut a story t-shirt on head down cover number place this bump place turning bumps the number stack turning and turning and turning it it becomes becoming nothing becoming something something becoming nothing is the microphone tired of been spoken to its not just an announcer it is it is it is body say body speak the microphone its own body own molecules
stretching out 39 with feet 39 bounds legs 39 is up 39 is ready
this is a playground of anonymous numbered bodies
preparing with hands over ears – you
i can t hear you
she is wearing the numbers as trousers - 49 is defiant
everything is always about circles
0 = nothing 0 = everything
0 the projection – the fan – the felt tip 0
(i feel we are getting closer to nothing)
we keep trying to do nothing and it keeps becoming something
this grey body of 0 circling the microphone catching the fan. So slowly moving cant help the moving. Reverbs cut through fans stream of nothing.
Prepartion 29: (she cant help herself) this is not boat
They have to make noise to know they’re alive
49 wears it as a mask. He is a line (1) but the most 0
Prep 33: think. This is not a boat. This is not a boat. Beyond life the life beyond beyond life the life beyond beyond life the life beyond.
33 the grey one is not living up to her name. must try harder. Or less. Grey = 0
mic cable lapping and slapping in circles to contain or release or be nothing
0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0 – 0
0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
hand traces obsession
Crouching in the corner they are hiding and making nothing 53 actually 43 13 experiment 43 individual 48 individual 35 talking now of nothing
nothing is difficult
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this perpetual 11 22 33 44 staring down at us pointing out what we know pointing out what we cant do pointing out failure pointing at us pointing at nothing
I will print to point out our failings.
12345678910 OK I DON’T KNOW NOTHING POLITICAL NOTHING POLITICAL N O T H I N G P O L I T I C A L MMMM MMMM M M M M M M M M M M M M M
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cracking the mic again
the fan again
the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan
the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan
the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan the fan
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i t i s f i l l i n g u s u p t h e s p a c e u p s o f u l l i n e m p t y
Brake.
MM tells me about zero 0 in the sand
On return
| 0
. .
at peace
what is madness
automatic takes over levitating in humidity pencil shades the body. REPEAT.
to rest.
I’m mesmerized by the pencil I wish I could type its pattern and sound. how do you say a pencil colouring in. its reaching fingers.
Again a lot of looking.
The structure of 3.
This repetition of numbers. Its counting, recording moments of nothing. penetrating empty. braking or making. It commands our attention and compels action. numeric mantras.
penetrating empty numeric mantras
The sum of zero and zero is zero.
1 he has completed himself.
0 is complete. 0 is nothing. 0 (nothing) is complete. 0 (nothing) is everything. everything is nothing (0). 0 (nothing) is everything.
cartwheeling to cut time. back to circles.
circles of nothing. circles to make something.
cartwheeling to cut time. back to circles. circles
of nothing. circles to make something. cartwheeling
to cut time. back to circles. circles of nothing. circles to
make something. cartwheeling to cut time. back to circles.
circles of nothing. circles to make something. cartwheeling to
cut time. back to circles. circles of nothing. circles to make something.
F A I L
The
numbers
are
ordered
folded
as
a
line
numbers
are
lineal
|
is
straight
THIS IS WHY WE DREW THE CIRCLE IN THE SAND
0
negative and complete whole and empty
just 31 the fan the paper fan the number fan 11 22 33 44
folding and (un)folding each other. Repetition is key.
Prep 50. 9 + and 9 and 9 and 9 and time and time and night and nigh and night.
Back written back. 11 off return to off. – 32 -55 -19 almost nothing this is not working not nothing. 4 zero. 27.1 .49 46 breath circles nothing speaking not nothing tripling not nothing sounds nothing left left at at plus at at plus at bring through bring yellow people don’t understand there trousers 56 over 122345678910 123245678910 12345678910 audience pressed . OK 12345678910 12345678910 OK. I don’t know either 12345678910 12345678910 OK OK I don’t know either 12345678910 123455678910 12345678910 OK OK 12345678910 123456789010 12345678910 OK I don’t know either to small cant reach I must nothing political 33 is stamping nothing political nothing political tearing tape folding into zero zero political did you say m14 5 678 + 7 lets outside in create 42 holes structure structure of 3 is a collection of random numbers the structure 2 is 1 is nothing 0 same same bodies 0 bodies 0whiote nothing nothing all bodies nothing must number air nothing breath nothing taking too way take it heads heads opening arrive david im lost 1 0 0 3 here hear I like this moon and sun invisible invisible why is it political invisible political invisible political
voice not touching microphone passing over
if I eat a biscuit it goes round inside my head now I hear you
take take take take take walking turn up sushing
the fan is over
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the problem is what is useful.
just being.
is zero just being. is that possible? How will we know and if we realize will it not be 0 anymore? Is it a collective effort? Does everyone have to be just being for us to be nothing. Why do we want to be nothing. Is this possible? What is zero? Why does it matter?
31 moves away from the fan and folds-up. BackBlackBack.
There is no one here – is this nothing?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nothing
46 = nothing
nothing but what is left. Readings of actions. The act of reading. Reading is active. Reading is productive. Reading a product or produce. Reading is words. Words were symbols. The first symbol was 0. 1st 0. 1 0. 0 before |.
Focus lost. But 1 remains. 1 man. 1.
24 anti matter 37 all honesty 21 I am 29 hold on 49 I am anti matter 46 I am a fawn 47 automatic binary
long flat feet bone pokes on floor.
bone contact.
| 0
un-nerves-memory
the difference between speaking to each other and amplified without you
MAN = 1
individual
binary
requests
anti matter
perform
on
13
perform
individual
hold on
anti matter
I am your anti matter
hold on
individual
+ 0
hold on to seconds
I m yours
perform
experiment
request binary
EXPECTATIONS
SOLO FELT-TIP SOUNDS OUT THE SPACE
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copy & paste.
rhythm. Number sequence – pattern/ nature/ biologic/ logic.
commanding clock/ commanding feet/ commanding keys.
dakness drawing outside/ drawing together/ drawing circles all day/ drawing nothing
moon 0
sun 0
nothing 0
mouth 0
sticking nothing to nothing.
we are all compelled.
46 marks time. (Gray “ 4+6 = 10, 1+0 = 1)
now there is 1 + 0 solitary 1 + 0 together 10
collections of nothing
still the fan reminds us there is not nothing here.
is nothing the end – it started with 0
is 0 the end – it started with nothing
sound
we go into it | || ||| ||||
d i s o l v e
I should do less
Do nothing
For everything
For nothing
You cant describe nothing/ inscribe is something
One, 1, dances circles of 11 22 33 44
1 dancing with 0
it is a story of love there was a silence between them they needed no words to express it they sat in silence in the moonlight do you love me I love you more than time can tell you are my light of life sun moon stars everything without you I have no reason for being sitting in silence holding hands bodies how much do you love how much do I love
1 0
cloud – clock – love
inescapable
everything must have an ending except my love for you bodies touching holding hands in moonlight kiss me lean over me lips warm
INESCAPABLE
NUMBERS ARE EVERYTHING
SHE DANCES THE BEGINNING OF THIS
LOVE ANNIHILATES
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antimatter
0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0 | 0 – 0
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:PositronDiscovery.jpg
DAY TWO: START
from the breakfast table. By bringing and consuming have I reduced our chances of returning to zero; must we be empty.
zero functioned as a mere placeholder wombs of nothing
Bitting lips towards 0
body is zero
placeholder
they return, pace space selecting numbers, marking no thing
striped down chest 36: I m your anti matter
Preperation:
1. The action of making ready or being made ready for use.
2. Something done to get ready for an event or undertaking.
Use:
1. Employ for some purpose; put into service; make use of nothing
2. To avail oneself of; apply to one’s own purposes nothing
3. To expend or consume nothing
4. To treat or behave towards nothing
5. To take unfair advantage of nothing
36 + man
36 +1 = 37
3 + 7 = 10
10 = two bodies, 1 0
Action 51: no records match this request
Action 50 + nothing
51 + 50 = 101
1 0 1 = two men and Li E chen
Man Li Man
Their fingers can’t help but mark. Inscribe, addressing with dedication.
Fingering hair. Trying to un-do/ not-do, nothing.
Informally two persons, note in and on.
Beyond surfaces, words, characters.
Draw, delineate one figure (1) within another 0 the inner lies within the boundaries of the other, touching it at as many points as possible.
They are nothing with no records, yet attempt to score something of nothing.
51 under his shadow.
His shadow of yesterday: I’m mesmerized by the pencil I wish I could type its pattern and sound. how do you say a pencil colouring in. its reaching fingers.
Text message from Michael Mayhew: The Nothing that is – a natural history of zero – Robert Kaplan.
The synchronicity continues.
HELLO
HELLO
IT IS VERY GREY NOW. GREY = 0
ACTION 26: I’m your anti matter/ soft/ honest/ 1 0 baryogenesis / diagonally collided/ is this it.
Asymmetric in everyway.
36 shadow 50
NUMBER
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rain rods/ rain drops/ rain puddle
1 into 0
looking for/ at 0 is impossible surely?
looking is (un)doing what has been done in nothing
change moments.
(in) direct (un) direct.
RED arrives does not take on number. Remains RED. Small RED dot. Small RED 0. Small RED .
small . sm . s .
black 0 window out-in
in-on on-out on to
there their they’re three free 3
interference – the energy the mass of my body would interefer. Braking. Distance. Paraminters. Boundaries. Critical mass. The tipping point. The typing. Weight.
BLACK DOT WEIGHT
BLACK DOT WEIGHT
BLACK DOT WEIGHT
speak of volume in silence
11 mutterings
1,1 RED 0 SOMETHING
respect less.
They’re forming numbers 11 (1, 1) (36+50) with shadow rules: ORDERING NOTHING, COMMAND NOTHING, GENTLY NOTHING.
So grey melt into grey into floor grey grey nothing dissolve feet into brain numbers lost logic logically numbering thoughts into still actions bodies like 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 which is nothing which is what they are 1 how can 2 1 ones get to be nothing what about zero 0. 0. its all about the 1 1. Red dot does not engage engage is bad frictions reaction relation kinesthetic energy masses ammmes to more make more make more make more must be making less destruction destruction Metzger.
(14:42)
METZGER
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gustav_Metzger
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Brake: Recording Recordings:
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the authority to make noise to make silence silence is not nothing 0 is not a sound wave the authority to make noise sound silence is not nothing nothing 0 is not authority to my does it always come back to authority the the authority to to do nothing to do less who owns nothing the zero the zero can have now ownership because it has no value the other than the value than it is silence and movement and authority and zero is nothing zero 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 is everything the has the most value no one a can own that it is the most valuable so they say zero is nothing 0 is nothing it is actually everything it is so FULL FULL FULL FULL FULL FULL FULL how to get from FULL FULL FULL to nothing to empty what is empty how empty thoughts it is possible all ways thoughts all blood movement all ways asymmetry a cant no energy.
RETURN:
deny oneself everything.
d e n y
o n e
s e l f
e v e r y
t h i n g
o n e
independently doing nothing/ you do nothing together.
He has become 32. Recording nothing with beaky camera suit.
36 bangs I am here into shadow. Pushing heads. I keep returning to heads pushing on surfaces.
Singing under his shadow, this 1 is good at 0
Obsessed with recording incase nothing happened and we missed it.
Walking circles into 0 0 is circle return
0 is circle return
your closeness now draws a line 1 of what is between us and you. Numbers. Champions of nothing. humming and walking circles. Can’t escape movement. Is nothing an act or thought.
Coding
Codepending
a flock of numbers
hair repeat hair repeat this doesn’t mean anything
flock
half of total
1 / 2
my voice is banging round the room SHOUTING NOTHING AND FAILING. us all.
END